Frodo: “I can’t do this, Sam…”
Sam: “I know… It’s all wrong. By rights we shouldn’t even be here… But we are… It’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were, and sometimes you didn’t want to know the ending, because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened. But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come and when the sun shines it’ll shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you, that meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr Frodo, I do understand… I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back only the didn’t. They kept going, because they were holding onto something…
Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?
Sam: That there’s some good in this world, Mr Frodo… And it’s worth fighting for.
It feels like dark days. Hurricanes, fires, earthquakes, civil wars, ethnic cleansing, genocide, threats of nuclear war, refugee crises. Not to mention some 800,000 frightened young people in the US wondering what their fate will be because of decisions made when they were too young to decide for themselves and an administration that shows so little compassion for so many in my country.
This week I am meeting with a friend whose child recently died of an overdose. I am so sad and at such a loss as to what to say. I’m afraid of saying the wrong thing. Or not saying the right thing. But I will show up and do my best and it will have to be enough. If she can have the courage to face the world in her unimaginable grief, I can at least find the courage to face her and her grief with love and a shoulder to cry on or an ear ready to listen.
I’m hanging on to the good stories of kindness. Like the people in my area who came together to donate several tractor-trailer loads full of pet and livestock supplies for the Houston area animals in need. And the story of the Yemeni women who risk their lives going door-to-door in their communities to teach people about how to prevent and treat cholera in war-torn Yemen. And the people standing up and speaking out about DACA here in the US. And all of the first responders and firefighters saving lives from floods and fires and earthquakes. And the many people who already gave generously to the victims of Harvey, asking where they can give more to those in the path of Irma.
Truly, there is quite a bit of good in this world, as Samwise Gamgee states, and now is not the time to succumb to despair. Now is the time to find our courage and keep faith that brighter days are ahead. Now is the time to be a light in the world for others so they can see the goodness in the world too. I’ve been girding myself with stories and poems and friends, making art and serving others. I never feel prepared to face all of this daily horror, but with courage I face it anyway, despite my instinctive desire to turn away and pretend it’s not happening. Courage, I’m finding, keeps me looking ahead and moving forward.